i feel…. ugly.
(Source: mendaasdfghjkl)
Since I have the whole week off, I decided to do revision for two hours a day. The rest of the day I’d be doing chores or facing the computer. So I’ve decided to dip dye my hair by myself. Scary thing to do since I never dyed my hair by myself. :O
Everything isn’t the same anymore. Yes, people do change I couldn’t agree more with that. It isn’t permanent. Once you’ve found someone more compatible that has more things in common with who or is almost identical with your attitudes and so on, you’ll slowly drift apart of that particular person who you’ve met. In this situation, we can’t judge each other. It happens because maybe we don’t have anything common anymore or we just don’t have the time to catch up or something happened somewhere and both couldn’t care less. I look up to my brother who has tons of friends by his side.
xx
Meet my shoulder to cry on,
the one wearing a red top. I’ve known her since forever. We had our ups and downs. I have yet to spend time with her, well she’s in a boarding school and I’m not plus our schedules and all, not really on our side. I hope to see her soon. I need to let it all out, as I am slowly shutting down
Family :)
Spm year for me and Insya-Allah I’ll make my family proud and not be the black sheep of the family.
Rawr exam season is damn over :D
Peek-a-boo
Exam + long nights + emotional crap = fucked up bitch
I am indeed tired of all the stress and distractions. I vow, not to have any social network accounts as soon as possible. I am not beating the bushes here. I’m sick of getting distracted by the internet oh damn can’t you control yourself khai sigh very disappointing anyway, just stealing half an hour to decide ah bye
Holla me no speak americano.
Well scratch that, hello peeps. Final year exam has begun. Have I told you that Add Maths Paper Two was the first paper for the week? Now ain’t that nice. I’ve got to sit for my Add Maths paper one and physics paper two. Choir performance again which lead me to topic of the day. I found out today that there’s a new definition for the word “choir”. Instead of its definition ; An organized group of singers, typically one that takes part in church services or performs regularly in public, it is now a group of people dancing around. Yeah what pissed me off today was that. Our school was chosen to sing for the Women’s Day Celebration this coming Monday and we went to the full rehearsal today. Lets begin with our wonderful morning, started off with the fact that all of us had to be there by 6.45 am and its a Saturday not to forget that both upper and lower forms are having their exam today. So all of us went to the state legislatures for the rehearsal. We reached there around 7.45 am. Guess what, we had to wait til it was god knows what time for the event manager to arrive. We were practically mocked like hell because they couldn’t hear our bloody voices well hello are you that dumb? The microphones weren’t even fucking switched on! And the freaking so called choir from planet Z are destroying the songs. They’re not following the tunes, screaming and shouting are what you call singing is it? Get your bloody ears checked! Seriously it was like we were brought in just to decorate the bloody stage, still very annoyed by that though. Just seemed like everything was so last minute. We just had our first rehearsal there today and tmrw would be the second one and…. Monday would be our big show. Shit bloody shit how am I supposed to remember all the movements for the songs in two days not to forget all the arrangement? I just wished that things would be in order by tmrw sigh
What would you do if tomorrow’s the last day that you’ll live?
